Breathing again....

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Pete is starting to look a million times better. He finally got to sleep and slept pretty well last night. I have to take the boys to a primary activity this morning so I only have a second.

I am feeling like I can breathe again. Not totally at ease that nothing else is going to happen because I know better, but it may feel like we can finally be getting through this.

The surgery made all the difference in the world. I can feel him coming back to me. He hasn't really been himself in such a long time. He has some mood swings, but all in all I am glad he is back. Its funny, he has started treating me like I am breakable, knowing all the things I have done in the last year. Friday he got Jackson ready for school so I could sleep. I missed that guy!

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kjjaco5 said…
Glad to be back I bet!
October 17, 2009 at 12:53 PM
Rebekah said…
Are you home again, then?
October 17, 2009 at 3:58 PM
Sarah said…
Em, I cannot imagind what you are and have been going through...I hope that very soon you get some pampering and time to decompress.
I love ya and hope that this is the last Pete has to go through.
Sarah
October 28, 2009 at 12:37 AM
Summers Family said…
I'm glad you are all doing better! Isen't sleeping in like the best thing in the world. I love bed!!
November 3, 2009 at 11:15 AM
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